Friday, November 09, 2007
Realizations and everything about me
I miss this! I miss being home alone!!! yay!! I miss surfing the net the moment na magising ako! haha!
Yes, hindi ako pumasok! haha! I'm really tired na eh! Bwiset! I think I really need time to think. To think for my future as a Nurse! I'm finding it hard to cope with my new environment! I'm always tired!
I really don't know if what I'm feeling is right. I think I'm still in the process of finding myself, of finding my purpose. I don't know! I feel so worthless! :(
I passed the board exam and that I know that this job is really meant for me. God knows I'm destined to be a nurse! But why am I feeling like this? Is it because I'm still new to this "work" thing? Is it because I handle sooooo many patients? Or is it because I won't be able to receive any incentive here? Can I really handle such big responsibilities? Am I really bound to save lives? I REALLY DON'T KNOW! (ang dami namang really!)
Oh, sorry if you can't understand this post! I can't understand myself either!
But one thing's for sure... I have A LOT of dreams, I have BIG dreams and I need to achieve and chase those dreams no matter what!
OH REESE, DON'T LET YOUR INSECURITIES GET ON YOU! I KNOW YOU CAN DO IT! YOU'LL BE A VERY GOOD NURSE! AZA AZA FIGHTING!
hahahaha! natatawa ako sa sarili ko!
I wanna go back to school!! :(
EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON!
Yes, hindi ako pumasok! haha! I'm really tired na eh! Bwiset! I think I really need time to think. To think for my future as a Nurse! I'm finding it hard to cope with my new environment! I'm always tired!
I really don't know if what I'm feeling is right. I think I'm still in the process of finding myself, of finding my purpose. I don't know! I feel so worthless! :(
I passed the board exam and that I know that this job is really meant for me. God knows I'm destined to be a nurse! But why am I feeling like this? Is it because I'm still new to this "work" thing? Is it because I handle sooooo many patients? Or is it because I won't be able to receive any incentive here? Can I really handle such big responsibilities? Am I really bound to save lives? I REALLY DON'T KNOW! (ang dami namang really!)
Oh, sorry if you can't understand this post! I can't understand myself either!
But one thing's for sure... I have A LOT of dreams, I have BIG dreams and I need to achieve and chase those dreams no matter what!
OH REESE, DON'T LET YOUR INSECURITIES GET ON YOU! I KNOW YOU CAN DO IT! YOU'LL BE A VERY GOOD NURSE! AZA AZA FIGHTING!
hahahaha! natatawa ako sa sarili ko!
I wanna go back to school!! :(
EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON!