Wednesday, January 17, 2007
nalilito,nahihilo
im really confused right now..i don't know what review center will be good for me! i hate this! im really bad in making decisions that's why sumasakit na talaga ang tyan ko kakaisip sa kung anong gagawin nmin! bwiset tlaga! i don't know if it will be better if i choose to attend the review class here sa san pablo or sa manila?
i know naman na those review centers will just help me in passing the board exams and it is still up to me if i'm going to make it or not..pero iba pa din syempre kung mas madaming maitutulong sayo ung review center di ba? what i mean is...you'll be throwing money for that thing tapos di naman magiging worth it? sayang lang di ba? kaya dapat dun ka na sa the best! but i really can't decide on anything!!! damn!! sa sobrang daming options eh lalo akong walang mapili! labo!
i'm really really scared and pressured this past few days because of that review center thing and that board exam! para kasing... eto na! this is it! we'll be having our "FINAL" exam and we have to pass it! cos if we fail...lagot ung future ko! ganon! ganon sya nakakatakot! yes, i know nman na there's always a second chance if i fail (wag naman sana!!) pero iba pa rin pag first take di ba? sobrang na-pe-pressure ako with those people around me that's expecting me to pass the exam for the first take! hay! if they only knew how i really wanted to pass...pero...wala nmang makakapagsabi kung makakapasa ako o hindi kundi sa Papa Lord lng nman di ba?? sana tlga makapasa ako!! if i pass that board exam....magpapa-inom tlga ako! haha!
and sobrang nalulungkot pa ko sa kanta sa itunes ko...
...And tonight I give in to the feelings
Tonight I give in to the thrill of loving you
And tonight I give in to believing
I'd hear you say
You'd always stay...
i know naman na those review centers will just help me in passing the board exams and it is still up to me if i'm going to make it or not..pero iba pa din syempre kung mas madaming maitutulong sayo ung review center di ba? what i mean is...you'll be throwing money for that thing tapos di naman magiging worth it? sayang lang di ba? kaya dapat dun ka na sa the best! but i really can't decide on anything!!! damn!! sa sobrang daming options eh lalo akong walang mapili! labo!
i'm really really scared and pressured this past few days because of that review center thing and that board exam! para kasing... eto na! this is it! we'll be having our "FINAL" exam and we have to pass it! cos if we fail...lagot ung future ko! ganon! ganon sya nakakatakot! yes, i know nman na there's always a second chance if i fail (wag naman sana!!) pero iba pa rin pag first take di ba? sobrang na-pe-pressure ako with those people around me that's expecting me to pass the exam for the first take! hay! if they only knew how i really wanted to pass...pero...wala nmang makakapagsabi kung makakapasa ako o hindi kundi sa Papa Lord lng nman di ba?? sana tlga makapasa ako!! if i pass that board exam....magpapa-inom tlga ako! haha!
and sobrang nalulungkot pa ko sa kanta sa itunes ko...
...And tonight I give in to the feelings
Tonight I give in to the thrill of loving you
And tonight I give in to believing
I'd hear you say
You'd always stay...